i donno wat is wrong vif her.. comes back from work ny start nagging till she's asleep. one day don nag cannot 1... she thinks dat studying is so fun.. there's lots of time to do dis n dat. d oni time to enjoy oso she hav to talk donno wat to herself about it. sometimes wodering talking to ur ownself izzit dat fun ah? i think i should try it out le.. sometimes i wonder oso if talking to ur ownself will u get d answer for wat u've asked ah? if there is, then gud la.. cuz i can use it during exam.. ask direct on d question about my exam question then i can get a direct answer to write for it.. but i guess dis kinda thing oni she can do it.. not us ordinary ppl.. i noe talking bad about ur own mom is not a gud thing.. but i honestly cannot stand her d.. i donno wat's her problem... izzit dat nice nagging n talking non-stop especially to herself? if outside ppl hear or c, i can bet they'll think she's mental.. yea.. rite.. she just came out from tanjung rambutan.. all she noe is study study study.. other than study, i think her brain is empty.. she doesn't noe d meaning of life.. she thinks dat study will keep u survive on dis earth.. her thinking is soooooo unreasonable.. so childish.. so village.. cant believe she's from town n my dad's from village but both their minds r d other way round.. she don seem to listen to ppl's tot on things n oso explainations.. doing hse work... i oni gotta do hse work izzit? d whole hse i gotta do everything la? my bro is oni someone dat sleeps d whole day n does nothing about hse work. he didnt wash, dry, n collect clothes at all.. oni sometimes when i ask him to when i'm bz. if not he'll just go to my mom's room n sleep straight after bathing. boiling water n rice oso he has never touch b4 ever since i got back last yr. i hav another half a yr here. after dat i'm gonna go far away from home n live alone outside.. i don care.. seeing her at home can really make my eyes go blind.. ears go deaft.. mouth go dum.. whole body paralyzed!!! d longer i stay at home d faster i'll go crazy.. i'm turning 20 dis yr.. dating oso cannot.. reason? study.. wat stupid rules & regulation's dis? did my grandpa said anything to her like dis when she was my age now? i bet so.. if not she oso wont go d way how he was.. now she's oledy so unreasonable.. i think when she gets older even worst la.. i donno wat's her mind made out of.. metal? or izzit a normal brain but got corrupted by her father, my grandpa??? all i can say is my life sux living vif her!!!! no freedom.. feels like prisoner here.. i think coming back from nz is d biggest mistake i've made.. shouldn't hav come back.. donno y i cant hav parents who's like datuk n datin ooi??? i wish my oarents can b like them.. so wat if no money? s long s u noe wat u're doing then ok la.. rich ppl got freedom but donno how to apreciate it.. wat kind of world is dis??? so unfair!!! pls la god.. change my parents mind la.. i really cannot take it d la..